Have a Nice Day???

Have you ever woken up to one of those days when everything goes wrong. Where Murphy's law can't even begin to explain the madness. You wake up late.It's raining outside, there's no electricity, you have to shower with cold water. You go outside and in your rush yesterday,you parked your car the wrong way and ended up getting water in the engine. Just as you get it started finally, you realise after drinking in the middle of the week, you forgot to fuel last night and now both tank and wallet are low and with the traffic this morning, there is no way you are going to make it to the petrol station. The usual excuse is sh*t happens but sometimes that excuse doesn't suffice.

Then there's the clients who are shouting so loudly through the phone while you are cursing at traffic that it almost seems that they are out to deafen you through your blue tooth. Of course on such days, everyone else has worn their worst personalities ever and they are all out to make sure that they show you what they are made of. The printers never work, the computers always crush and the people you have successfully avoided for months come knocking on your door.

We all have such days where you calculate your days back just to see if God is punishing you for something. The neighbour's cat you hit last month, the junior at the office you screamt at 2 days ago, the watchie you punched in your drunken state last friday. The list is endless but in my opinion no one deserves such days. Unfortunaltely life is unfair. But if you wake up tomorrow, and your day just seems to be carrying the same nonsense, it is only reasonable that you punch the next person in the gut who pisses you off unnecessarily.

At least that way, whatever happens next will be all your fault. Have a nice day!

When you hit me,hit me hard.....

Rock music and I got into a relationship when my age was still in single digits. It was at a time when people thought that Oasis was a patch of green grass in the desert and Jewel was an expensive stone you gave to your girlfriend. It began because I was going through a tough time then and the only music that seemed to understand what I was going through and put it into words was Rock. Alot of that still rings true to date and sometimes I think if I was left to my own devices I'd have red and blue hair, own a 600 cc sports bike and my wardrobe would be scattered with alot of leather and chains.

Anyway,I went through a pretty disturbing break-up a couple of months back and as usual I turned to my rock music. I will not tell you what this song meant to me then or how grateful I am it came into my life. I have since moved to less dark songs but I live you with the powerful words of:

Biffy Clyro-Many of Horrors

You say "I love you, boy"

I know you lie

I trust you all the same

I don't know why



'Cos when my back is turned

My bruises shine

Our broken fairytale

So hard to hide



I still believe

It's you and me to the end of time



When we collide we come together

If we don't we'll always be apart

I'll take a bruise, I know you're worth it

When you hit me, hit me hard



Sitting in a wishing hall

Hoping it stays right

Feet cast in solid stone

I got Gilligan's eyes



I still believe

It's you and me to the end of time



When we collide we come together

If we don't we'll always be apart

I'll take a bruise, I know you're worth it

When you hit me, hit me hard



'Cos you said our love

Is letting us go, guess what

Our future is for

Many of horror

Our future's for

Many of horror



I still believe

It's you and me to the end of time



When we collide we come together

If we don't we'll always be apart

I'll take a bruise, I know you're worth it

When you hit me, hit me hard

(ps:Many of Horrors is the name of the song!)

Day 1

LikeToday is the first day of the rest of my life.the first time blogging,the first day to bare my soul to the world. I read somewhere that there are over 300 million blogs in the world.I figured if 300 million people can do it then why can't I? I have never been great at baring my soul even to my closest so this is going to be quite the task for me.

I have been writing in books my whole life. Expressing feelings i can't speak into words on paper. I can even say my pen has been my best friend through the roughest of times. I dont know when my love for the written word started but if I'm not reading something, I'm writing something else or listening to someone else's writing.(And for all of you who don't know, movies and series are actually written by someone!)

Creativity starts with the mind then to the eyes then to the pen then finally to the audience. Why have i moved to the keyboard form the tattered book? Mainly because i spend most of my waking hours staring at a screen that has made my eyes worse off but my job easier. But also because, sometimes the pain can't wait for dinner time writing and the darkness is too impatient for a table for 1 at Java.

So as I embark on this new journey where i expose the me within to the world and try to fight through my struggles with the world, I hope you'll bear with me my dear keyboard and you will not be wary. Welcome to the blog of my life.
Enjoy!